Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Knocking on the Hell's Door (2)


I must admit that I like my Amelia so much that I regret that even, when I know something really bad is going to happen, I can't prevent it or protect her in any way. I wish I could be her Guardian Angel, who might be able to tell her the words of wisdom in his subtle voice. I am pretty sure that she would listen to me, thinking that's the voice of her intuition. Yea, women, especially young, like to think that they have this gift. Maybe they have it, but I can't understand why, only few of them take use of this precious gift in their lives??? Maybe some readers of this post answer this rhetorical question.
Let us come back to Amelia and the Unification Church. Can you believe that my sweet girl became so much fascinated with her new friends and so deeply involved in their activities that she didn't notice anything ???...And it is said that only love is blind,as you will see - the blindness also concerns other emotions and other relationships, interactions with people.
It was a wonderful summer 1990, Amelia got an invitation to the trip to Paris, where the International Meeting of Students (belonging to CARP - Collegiate Association for the Research of Principles) was going to be organized. Of course, she went there together with her friend from the studies named Jagoda. Both of them were unaware that CARP was just a branch of the Unification Church. But soon they got enlightened. It appeared that maybe 5% of the whole group from Poland were the students like Amelia (ignorants), the rest, as you see, the majority consisted of the members of the cult. Most of them behaved towards one another in so called spiritual way, which seemed to Amelia funny, superficial and artificial... She felt quite different, she felt normal. Of course, as an ignorant she wasn't able to participate in the meetings for the moonists, meanwhile Amelia and other ordinary Poles visited one of the most fascinating cities in Europe - with most of the historical buildings, Moulin Rouge (with this wonderful square full of sex shops, porn cinemas etc.) Amelia visited this square with Jagoda at night, as they hadn't been to such places before, both of them felt the thrill, sexual excitement - typical of young people who felt so free, so far from homes, so far from Catholic principles...they were happy to be in Paris, a magical, fascinating, mysterious city.
Unfortunately or fortunately, during their stay Amelia could learn quite a lot about Moonists, their sick beliefs and principles. Moreover she knew that they are considered to be a religious mafia, the organization which manipulates their members to make them "slaves" without free will, but with a sick determination to live for Mr Moon (their leader who claims that he is Jesus Christ himself, what a nonsense - but people believe it!). This mafia is responsible for murders, traffic of drugs, and trade of guns etc, (but who cares - nobody-democratic states let them do what they wish...)
After coming back to Poland, Amelia made up her mind to leave this shit and live her own normal life. It seemed to be easy for her, she didn't realize that her Moonist "friends" won't let her go... It would be a simple story, if it were like that.
If some of you would like to know, what they did to Amelia and why, read the next post. You will find in it sth more about Amelia' love, and her sexual love too....

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